This post comes a few hours after talking with a reference to secure a couple developers on the cheap.
Things I regret in my life in no particular order:
- focusing on marketing in undergraduate instead of computer sciences / being a developer
- managing my money poorly so I have absolutely no nestegg to use to fund a startup
- Leaving a pretty good role in consulting; immediately turning down a better role in consulting to buy a company that went nowhere. In hindsight I really just needed a break rather than to jump into my own thing.
- Not taking my good friend from San Jose up on the offer to move out there after leaving undergraduate school. Sure, we were marching toward the dot.com bubble but the connections and experience would have been invaluable.
- Did I mention lamenting the fact I’m technical but not really a developer?
So that means that I’m always the business / PM side rather than being able to do the development … it’s like owning a restaurant but not being able to cook. Or to a certain extent, afford decent ingredients.
No, I’m not missing the obvious – raise some money and then pay people – that’s in flight but it’s hard to not look back occasionally and wonder WTF was I thinking?
Onward and upward though – we had a good meeting and I think it’s a good fit. We have another call with a different referral next week. As a guess, they’ll be cheaper but the quality won’t be as good.
Funny enough, re-reading the post – it seems like I’m down but I’m not. I’m actually excited but frustrated that a few different moves in the past would mean I could fully engage this team and we could be on our way.
Oh well … time to get a little more cheddar and get really going.